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There's nothing super mega ultra incredibly special about Frerard.

(This little thing---> Frerard gif - Feel the love!! Pictures, Images and Photos Oh, could they be any more gay? Well yes, they could, but nevermind that. For now.)

Except that it's like....the reason for my existence. One of them.
shut up. that isn't sad AT ALL. You just don't understand.
But, see, I can make you understand. Observe:

You take this man. Photobucket
Gerard Way. He's pretty fucking cool. My hero. Yeah.
Then, you have this lovely dude.
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He's also pretty damn awesome. I'd have to say he's another one of my heroes. And, his name is Frank Iero.
(usually he wears shirts.)

And, and they're in love <3

'Cept, they have to be kind of secret about it. Because they have wives- and though I love their wives, I love Frerard a little teensy bit more. And so. If they're happy then, okay.


I know things.

And they love eachother.

I have proof (not that you need it, but as I'm convincing you of their undying love, here we go.)

There are those small little things, like always being near eachother in photos and interviews, and smiling at eachother just a little too long and staring while the other isn't looking (but the camera is). Being generally cute.
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And then, there are the rather less obvious things.
Like....jumping on eachother onstage. Making out. Kissing during music videos coincidentally when Frank says "trust me." Petting eachother's hair and licking eachother's faces.
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They love eachother.

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This is Frerard.

Welcome to my deviantART.

DISCLAIMER: I don't actually think Frank and Gerard are in love IRL xD They have wives and families and they're happy. But whatever they have is adorable and lovely and wonderful, and I strongly ship them in fanfiction xD so enjoy.

Do you remember the story Subjugate? (This one: ) What would you say if I said I was making a sequel? 

11 deviants said Hell yeah son. Go for it.
3 deviants said ....haven't read it, but sure?? I guess??
1 deviant said Why have you been so inactive you're so mean you can't just show up and expect us to still love you
No deviants said no. it's dumb.

Just one of my heroes.

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Awesome Quotes from Awesome People.

Frerard is like the Chuck Norris of Gay Pairings.

The Earth without 'art' is just 'Eh'

(Me in response to ~falloutloveandhim saying she didn't want to make her Frerard too cheesy)
Frerard IS cheesy, it's a fact of life. Cheesy and nachos.

School's a weird thing.
I'm not sure it works.
-Johnny Depp

I learned that the world doesn't want to be saved, and it will punch you in the face if you try.
-Gerard Way

Those who say that sunshine brings happiness
Have never danced in the rain.
-Anonymous poet, but I'm sure he/she was pretty cool

I would date Gerard.
-Frank Iero

Hey, girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You're good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 4 or 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey, girls, you are beautiful.
-Gerard Way

Frank was actually too short to carry the casket, so it was all of us. Thanks Frank. He’s napping right now.
-Ray Toro

Did Gee’s stunt double (Adam Lambert) win American Idol?
-Mikey Way

Life moves fast, run faster.
-Frank Iero

‘The Ghost of You’ was a very taxing video. We almost drowned in the middle of the ocean. And I had to pretend I was dying for 45 minutes.
-Mikey Way

As artists, we are eternally heartbroken.
-Lady Gaga

Every single fucking line from The Dove Keeper.
-an amazing story written by emily james ray

And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me.
-Billy Joel; She's Always A Woman

Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once we grow up.
-Pablo Picasso

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
-Edgar Allan Poe

All you have to do is see behind the mask that we all wear.
-Myself (oh shut up I can quote whoever I like xD)

I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it.
-Edgar Allan Poe

"I thought it was 'If a body catch a body,'" I said. "Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around — nobody big, I mean — except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff — I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be. I know it's crazy."
-The Catcher In The Rye by J.D. Salinger

This makes him think things like ‘Golly’.
And what does ‘Golly’ even mean?
-Mannequin by saint_sorrows

I'm a tidy sort of bloke. I don't like chaos. I kept records in the record rack, tea in the tea caddy, and pot in the pot box.
-George Harrison

We thought that if we lasted for two to three years that would be fantastic.
-Ringo Starr

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.
-Les Brown

A ship in harbor is safe, but that's not what ships are built for.
-John A. Shedd

Death is just life's next big adventure.
-J.K. Rowling

Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...
-Pete Wentz

You can live with me in this house I've built out of writers blocks.
-Pete Wentz

"Get that gun out of my face."
"It's not in your face, it's in my hand."
"Then get what's in your hand out of my face."
-Sherlock Holmes (the first movie)

Don't you want to take a leap of faith? Or become an old man, filled with regret, waiting to die alone!
-Sato from Inception

Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming!
-Dory from Finding Nemo

Curiouser and curiouser.
-Alice in Wonderland

"What do you want from me?"
"I am an artist. I want everything."
"Take everything."
-The Dove Keeper by emily james ray.

"I want someone who thinks I am unconventionally beautiful." and, "And in this moment, I swear, we are infinite."
-The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky.

"The circus arrives without warning."
-The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern



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The slightly deranged Keeper of the Frerard Demons~

i have an always-reply to comments policy. however, i don't reply to favs or watches (although i love them; there just isn't enough time for me to go around thanking you all individually). i'll often reply to llamas and i'll always reply to points. no watch for a watch, yadayadayada.


fellow deviants!
:Loki: Lokitty page doll by PrinceOfRedroses
Somehow, you've found the profile of myself, KilljoyAtHeart, also referred to as The Slash Goddess, Keeper of the Frerard Demons, Sapphire Grenade, Lena, Gerard, Unclenalena, castiero, The Puppetmaster and my real name, which I'm not telling shush shush! (But I bet you could find it, I've said it once or twice oops)

I do not have a facebook, nor a twitter (yet).
I do have a tumblr now!
But you can also find me at:
My Mibba:
My Livejournal:…
My Archive of Our Own:…

However, I'm most active on here so if you want to message me privately and quickly, send me a note. Like I said I answer all my feedback messages but it can take a while. If you ever just need to talk or need some cheering up, I promise I'm here. I won't judge you, I won't hate you or anything stupid like that. Part of my purpose for being on here is to make a difference in people. I know sometimes life is a pain in the ass. Quite frankly, sometimes, life just sucks. Trust me, I know, I'm human. But I also know how much a simple kind word can help. And that's what I try to do.


I hope you enjoy my gallery and page, you're all incredible and I love you! :giggle: :iconsupertighthugplz:

Just some people I'm pretty much in love with:
:iconmoochingleech:, :iconschizophrenic-clown:, :iconsfregiato:, :iconhootsweets:, :iconsashabrambleshadow:, :iconsolai-tsukada:, :iconandyourbirdcansiing:, :iconfalloutloveandhim:, :iconfloorsucker:, :iconburningsun95:,:icondeathorvictory:, :iconkilljoyechelon:,:iconadorkablexbabyxwhale:, :iconsaturjazz:, :iconthechimnysweep:, :iconijaeli:, :iconradioactiverose42:, :iconlostinparagraph:, :icondaweirdo:, :icontoad1:, :iconxobilliemcrart:, :iconunlockeverydoor:, :iconthescourgedragon:, :icongerardwayisawesome14:, :iconhisironicprincess:, :iconnikafargos:

To all of you: Photobucket

Some guys whom I'm rather fond of:
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Haha, in all seriousness, though, I'd love to extend my premium or get some commissions- and of course donate to others! <3

I love you all!!! :heart:

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Summer's Close, Sequels, and Europe.

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 17, 2014, 8:20 AM

keeper of the frerard demons

Hellooooo! For any of you who noticed, yes indeed I was active on dA a few days ago for the first time in weeks. I do apologize for my long absence and period of inactivity - this summer has been sort of dull and uninspiring for me so far, and try as I might I can never seem to get the ideas flowing. It's very frustrating for me and I'm sure also for you all...I would write you a million fanfics to make up for it, if I could. 

But, hopefully my brain will start cooperating again, because I'd like to write a sequel for the fanfic Subjugate (in which Frank, a Victorian vampire, attacks, has sex with, and unknowingly turns Gerard into a vampire, too). There may or may not be some art for it by a beautiful artist, but that's a secret ;)

However, I won't be able to start on the fanfic until later as I am leaving for Europe on Saturday morning! I'm very excited and I will be much closer to many of you guys, too c: My family and I are going to Paris for a week and flying to Bavaria in Germany for another week. I think I'll get some inspiration there for sure :heart: In the meantime, I love you all very much and again I'm sorry for leaving for so long. I feel like everybody is kind of leaving the MCR fandom...I don't blame them, I just...feel kind of stuck here. And I feel obliged to stay. So I think I will stay, at least for a little while.

I hope you're all doing well...anything interesting in your lives lately?

Much love and luck,


P.S. On a side note, thank you thank you to :iconrobinharrison: for the unexpected gift of another premium membership! :D 

And also, I was tagged by :icongerardwayisawesome14: so here goes:

1. Top fave five shows: 

-Teen Wolf

2. What is your ultimate dream? (does not have to be reasonable or legit realistic at all) 

Um...escaping from the bonds of society and living like an elf child in the forest?

3. What would you say your philosophy on life is? (something you made up, found or heard...doesn't matter) 

"Those who say sunshine brings happiness have obviously never danced in the rain." (anonymous)

4. If you had a soundtrack for your life made, what would be the first ten songs on it?

I Don't Care - FOB-
Blvd of Broken Dreams -Green Day-
Rainbow Veins -Owl City-
RIP -3OH!3-
The Sharpest Lives -MCR-
L's Theme -Death Note Soundtrack-
Somewhere Only We Know -Keane-
art is dead. -Bo Burnham-
Just One Yesterday -Fall Out Boy-
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off -Panic!at the Disco

5. If your innermost thoughts were displayed onscreen for the world to see, how screwed would you be? And would watch it? 

So screwed oh my god they'd probably lock me up.
Would I watch it? Well it's already inside my own head so...

Thank you!

  • Mood: Happy

Current Awesome Novel

The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
by Douglas Adams

“This planet has - or rather had - a problem, which was this: most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much all of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movement of small green pieces of paper, which was odd because on the whole it wasn't the small green pieces of paper that were unhappy.”

Loki, also known as the beautiful Tom Hiddleston

The following is a collection of gorgeous GIFs found by toad1. In honor of our love for Tom Hiddleston/Loki, and all other Hiddlestoners and Loki Lovers, I present you with this:

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And more soon to come <3

My dA Family

My dA family :P
TheChimnySweepThe Frank to my Gerard <3
sashabrambleshadow My mommy.
KilljoyEchelon My Danish tard
BananaJoy24 My weird sister :'D
schizophrenic-clown My crazy aunt
sfregiato My creepy cousin
AndYourBirdCanSiing My adopted sister and Rayard fangirl buddy
adorkableXbabyXwhale My incredible pet whale
DGenerationX8990 A banana...xD
Balloons504 My sister <3
partee-bunni-killjoy My daughter
finobutter That polar bear kid
Tumbles-Girl My sister
keyanaojaghi Another sister xD
XOHappyEmo My little sister, who is Frerard obsessed.
L0ST-IN-DR3AMS My darling hubby B|
livinginthesky My waifu
XOBillieMCRart My lover. :heart:
MoochingLeech My older sister whom I love to give kisses to.
DaWeirdo My second wife, and the "Fre" to my "rard"
radioactiverose42 My third wife xD
withinmeloveresides1 My family friend neighbor who loves Rammstein and My Chem
HymnOfShadows My Mikey (well, my non IRL Mikey)
Solai-Tsukada My grandmother!
oceandvst My pet dragon that eats sparkly rainbow tacos xDD
Dlola My secret lover. ;)
unlockeverydoor My fourth wife! She gave me a ring made of Babybel cheese wax c: She's just so incredibly....ahem ;D
xTheGhostOfMyselfx Casper, my own friendly ghost <33
writer-in-agony My older werewolf sister~

I bestow upon you all: Gerard Way Pictures, Images and Photos


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SyncopatedRhythm Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Student General Artist
Hallooo! I found you through the rock of ages fic and I love your work! Omf. <3 frerard forever
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Thanks for the favorite :)
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Thanks for adding Beaten up to your favorites. I'm glad you like my art :)
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<3 <3
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Happy birthday!!!! :heart: :party: 
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Happy birthday!!!
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RobinHarrison Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014
your page looks awesome
I love it
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writer-in-agony Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
scroll down trust me this will put  a smile on your face, make your day, or help you <3 

Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

There are at least two people in this world that would die for you

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.

Always remember the compliments you've received.

Forget the rude remarks.

So if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including the person that sent it to you.

Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.

Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning and four o'clock pm tomorrow, it could be anywere . Get ready for the biggest shock in your life

Do not break this chain. Send this to fifteen people in fifteen minutes !!

Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! <3 remember that your loved
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. 😉
= Fight for you 
= Respect you
= Involve you
= Encourage you
= Need you 
= Deserve you 
= Save you

Send this to all your friends & me if I'm one......If you get 4 back you are liked but if you 
get 7 back then you are seriously loved 😊 Heart
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