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With kisses.

Frerard.

Yeah.

There's nothing super mega ultra incredibly special about Frerard.

(This little thing---> Frerard gif - Feel the love!! Pictures, Images and Photos Oh, could they be any more gay? Well yes, they could, but nevermind that. For now.)

Except that it's like....the reason for my existence. One of them.
shut up. that isn't sad AT ALL. You just don't understand.
But, see, I can make you understand. Observe:


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Gerard Way. He's pretty fucking cool. My hero. Yeah.
Then, you have this lovely dude.
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He's also pretty damn awesome. I'd have to say he's another one of my heroes. And, his name is Frank Iero.
(usually he wears shirts.)

And, and they're in love <3

'Cept, they have to be kind of secret about it. Because they have wives- and though I love their wives, I love Frerard a little teensy bit more. And so. If they're happy then, okay.

But.

I know things.

And they love eachother.

I have proof (not that you need it, but as I'm convincing you of their undying love, here we go.)

There are those small little things, like always being near eachother in photos and interviews, and smiling at eachother just a little too long and staring while the other isn't looking (but the camera is). Being generally cute.
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And then, there are the rather less obvious things.
Like....jumping on eachother onstage. Making out. Kissing during music videos coincidentally when Frank says "trust me." Petting eachother's hair and licking eachother's faces.
Observe.
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They love eachother.

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This is Frerard.

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DISCLAIMER: I don't actually think Frank and Gerard are in love IRL xD They have wives and families and they're happy. But whatever they have is adorable and lovely and wonderful, and I strongly ship them in fanfiction xD so enjoy.

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Just one of my heroes.

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Awesome Quotes from Awesome People.

Frerard is like the Chuck Norris of Gay Pairings.
-~adorkableXbabyXwhale

The Earth without 'art' is just 'Eh'
-anonymous

(Me in response to ~falloutloveandhim saying she didn't want to make her Frerard too cheesy)
Frerard IS cheesy, it's a fact of life. Cheesy and hot...like nachos.
-Me.

School's a weird thing.
I'm not sure it works.
-Johnny Depp

I learned that the world doesn't want to be saved, and it will punch you in the face if you try.
-Gerard Way

Those who say that sunshine brings happiness
Have never danced in the rain.
-Anonymous poet, but I'm sure he/she was pretty cool

I would date Gerard.
-Frank Iero

Hey, girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You're good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 4 or 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey, girls, you are beautiful.
-Gerard Way

Frank was actually too short to carry the casket, so it was all of us. Thanks Frank. He’s napping right now.
-Ray Toro

Did Gee’s stunt double (Adam Lambert) win American Idol?
-Mikey Way

Life moves fast, run faster.
-Frank Iero

‘The Ghost of You’ was a very taxing video. We almost drowned in the middle of the ocean. And I had to pretend I was dying for 45 minutes.
-Mikey Way

As artists, we are eternally heartbroken.
-Lady Gaga

Every single fucking line from The Dove Keeper.
-an amazing story written by emily james ray

And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me.
-Billy Joel; She's Always A Woman

Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once we grow up.
-Pablo Picasso

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
-Edgar Allan Poe

All you have to do is see behind the mask that we all wear.
-Myself (oh shut up I can quote whoever I like xD)

I have great faith in fools; self-confidence my friends call it.
-Edgar Allan Poe

"I thought it was 'If a body catch a body,'" I said. "Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around — nobody big, I mean — except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff — I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be. I know it's crazy."
-The Catcher In The Rye by J.D. Salinger

Yes.
This makes him think things like ‘Golly’.
And what does ‘Golly’ even mean?
-Mannequin by saint_sorrows

I'm a tidy sort of bloke. I don't like chaos. I kept records in the record rack, tea in the tea caddy, and pot in the pot box.
-George Harrison

We thought that if we lasted for two to three years that would be fantastic.
-Ringo Starr

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.
-Les Brown

A ship in harbor is safe, but that's not what ships are built for.
-John A. Shedd

Death is just life's next big adventure.
-J.K. Rowling

Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...
-Pete Wentz

You can live with me in this house I've built out of writers blocks.
-Pete Wentz

"Get that gun out of my face."
"It's not in your face, it's in my hand."
"Then get what's in your hand out of my face."
-Sherlock Holmes (the first movie)

Don't you want to take a leap of faith? Or become an old man, filled with regret, waiting to die alone!
-Sato from Inception

Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming!
-Dory from Finding Nemo

Curiouser and curiouser.
-Alice in Wonderland

"What do you want from me?"
"I am an artist. I want everything."
"Take everything."
-The Dove Keeper by emily james ray.

"I want someone who thinks I am unconventionally beautiful." and, "And in this moment, I swear, we are infinite."
-The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky.

"The circus arrives without warning."
-The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern


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The slightly deranged Keeper of the Frerard Demons~

i have an always-reply to comments policy. however, i don't reply to favs or watches (although i love them; there just isn't enough time for me to go around thanking you all individually). i'll often reply to llamas and i'll always reply to points. no watch for a watch, yadayadayada.

Greetings

fellow deviants!
Somehow, you've found the profile of myself, KilljoyAtHeart, also referred to as The Slash Goddess, Keeper of the Frerard Demons, Sapphire Grenade, Lena, Gerard, Unclenalena, and my real name, which I'm not telling shush shush!

I do not have a facebook, nor a twitter (yet).
I do have a tumblr now! [link]
But you can also find me at:
My Mibba: [link]
My Livejournal: [link]
My Archive of Our Own: [link]

However, I'm most active on here so if you want to message me privately and quickly, send me a note. Like I said I answer all my feedback messages but it can take a while. If you ever just need to talk or need some cheering up, I promise I'm here. I won't judge you, I won't hate you or anything stupid like that. Part of my purpose for being on here is to make a difference in people. I know sometimes life is a pain in the ass. Quite frankly, sometimes, life just sucks. Trust me, I know, I'm human. But I also know how much a simple kind word can help. And that's what I try to do.

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I hope you enjoy my gallery and page, you're all incredible and I love you! :giggle: :iconsupertighthugplz:

Just some people I'm pretty much in love with:
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Bad news, good news...and news in-between

Journal Entry: Sun May 19, 2013, 10:06 PM
KilljoyAtHeart

keeper of the frerard demons


I'm going to go in order here. Bad news first.

So....in one of my last entries, I mentioned that I'd found a lump on my breast and was getting an ultrasound since I got the physical exam and it wasn't conclusive at all.

Well, I got the ultrasound and uh, yeah, that's for sure not normal tissue. *shivers* I have the sonograms, and they are scary as fuck. Because...well, long story short, she checked out the lump, and then checked the other side to be sure...and sure enough, there was one there too, but farther below the surface. Oh, joy.

I have two tumors, yes. They are benign - thank God (I doubted it was breast cancer anyway since I'm so young) - but they might not just stay there and hang out happily or whatever it is that tumors do. See, they're called fibroadenomas and occur in women usually 15-30 years of age...evidently my body decided I was in that age range, heh, close enough I guess. But the thing about fibroadenomas is that...well, they grow. Like...really big. Right now, mine are tiny, like, only 1-2 centimeters.

However, some of them don't grow, and there are ways to make them not grow, an often shrink, like not having caffeine or chocolate (sad mournful wails were heard) as well as several other dietary changes. /sigh

The other option is not a fun one - you guessed it, surgery, or a major biopsy. After school ends, I'm meeting with a surgeon to see what she says, although if you know me, you will know three things:

1. I am extremely shy and socially awkward and let me tell you, I almost broke down during the ultrasound just because I was so goddamn uncomfortable.

2. I hate doctors.

3. I hate needles.

In fact those are my two worst fears (closely followed by elevators). So I'm not sure what's going to happen here, but I will avoid surgery unless it becomes necessary.


Now for the good news....

I got my new laptop, Frankie, in the mail! Aw yiss. He's a Lenovo Y500, which is like this fab gaming laptop apparently, and my dad bought it for me out of the blue since it was on sale :XD: Hey, I'm not complaining! So it was rather sad to see the disappearance of my dear old desktop, Lambie, since he served me so well...but Frankie is pretty much perfect so I hope he'll do the same <3

(I'm typing on him right now, he says hello!

god I'm weird sorry.)

I also - at the advice of both you guys and my friends IRL - ordered Sims 3 Plus Supernatural! So that should be interesting.

My friend Hannah also gave me a new supply of ramen noodles! Thank god I can eat those xD

And today my Frank, ~TheScourgeDragon, and I got confirmed into our church c: That was pretty rad.


And the in-between news....

School is ending! Yes! How amazing is that? I will never again have to suffer through middle school. Neverrrrr! I become a freshman in (dun dun dun...) one week! *cheers* I am excited and terrified.

The slightly bad-ish part about this is that this last week is chock-full of fun finals! (aauuughhhhhhhhhhhhh whhhhyyyyy) I'm mostly cool with Social Studies and Science, but I haven't even started studying for Algebra :facepalm: So...somewhere in between now and Wednesday morning, I need to study in-depth five units in math which I have entirely forgotten! :dummy: Ah, the sweet life of a procrastinator.

I will probably be active on Thursday of this week - onward because pretty much everything is done and wrapped up by then. However, the weekend right after school ends (so this Saturday-Monday) I will be gone since I'll be on my Youth Choir Tour in San Diego. We're singing a lot and my Frank and some other close friends are going, and we're going to Sea World and singing at a church with a bunch of gay couples, so that should be fun :giggle:

I'll try to work on Doves during that time, and will hopefully have an update up this week, but all I can promise is that I will eventually finish it, most likely within a month.

Okay....I think that's all. Goodnight and goodbye for now, my lovelies! Have wonderful lives.

Love,
Lena.

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Current Awesome Novel

The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
by Douglas Adams




“This planet has - or rather had - a problem, which was this: most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much all of the time. Many solutions were suggested for this problem, but most of these were largely concerned with the movement of small green pieces of paper, which was odd because on the whole it wasn't the small green pieces of paper that were unhappy.”

Loki, also known as the beautiful Tom Hiddleston

The following is a collection of gorgeous GIFs found by ~toad1. In honor of our love for Tom Hiddleston/Loki, and all other Hiddlestoners and Loki Lovers, I present you with this:

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My dA family :P
*TheChimnySweepThe Frank to my Gerard <3
~sashabrambleshadow My mommy.
~KilljoyEchelon My Danish tard
~BananaJoy24 My weird sister :'D
~schizophrenic-clown My crazy aunt
~sfregiato My creepy cousin
~AndYourBirdCanSiing My adopted sister and Rayard fangirl buddy
~adorkableXbabyXwhale My incredible pet whale
~DGenerationX8990 A banana...xD
*Balloons504 My sister <3
~partee-bunni-killjoy My daughter
~finobutter That polar bear kid
~Tumbles-Girl My sister
~keyanaojaghi Another sister xD
~XOHappyEmo My little sister, who is Frerard obsessed.
~L0ST-IN-DR3AMS My darling hubby B|
~livinginthesky My waifu
*XOBillie My lover. :heart:
*Mooching-Leech My older sister whom I love to give kisses to.
~DaWeirdo My second wife, and the "Fre" to my "rard"
=radioactiverose42 My third wife xD
*withinmeloveresides1 My family friend neighbor who loves Rammstein and My Chem
~HymnOfShadows My Mikey (well, my non IRL Mikey)
~Solai-Tsukada My grandmother!
~mnv109 My pet dragon that eats sparkly rainbow tacos xDD
~Dlola My secret lover. ;)
*unlockeverydoor My fourth wife! She gave me a ring made of Babybel cheese wax c: She's just so incredibly....ahem ;D
~xTheGhostOfMyselfx Casper, my own friendly ghost <33
~HowlingWolf6661 My older werewolf sister~

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So like hi and just wanted to say to another mcr fan (absolutly no clue if the rest of the mcrmy already know this, I wasent on the internet for a while) but yeah so I was on Franks websight and just scroling down cause I was so bored and then I seen the post on 3.14.13 (I think) and it says doom ym tif ot decrof era sdrow eseht.
srorrim eseht fo kcis os mi.
dednuorrus syawla tey detalosi ylsuolucitem.
elbuort otni em teg tnow taht yas ot gnihton evah i.
tug eht ot hcnup a si tsorf ruoy.
snroht ni derevoc era syad eseht.
seye ym gnipacse fo trohs llaf sraet ym.
yrt ew tub.
liaf ew dna.
erom emos yrt ew os.
fo edam si emit tahw ees llahs ew rehtegot dna.
so like I figured out what it says but I bet everybody already knows (just my luck, making me look stupid:XD:) so just like asking but does every body already know what it says in an understandible way (making me look more stupid :XD:) or does no one no other than me (and most likely others) I just need to know cause I have no clue :XD: and yeah so hi again XD
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*KilljoyAtHeart 4 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Oh hi xD And yes everybody for the most part has figured it out lol it's written backwards, yes?
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lol, yeah xD it's so totally obvious I was like of the internet for so long, I missed it so much too xD
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=toad1 May 13, 2013  Student Writer
[link] Aww. <3
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=toad1 May 13, 2013  Student Writer
[link] I've never noticed this until now, but Loki's expression is really interesting. He doesn't look pissed off, or defiant...idk how to describe it, actually. It's intriguing :plotting:
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=toad1 May 11, 2013  Student Writer
[link] This is perfect :lmao:
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~KnifeInToaster May 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Miss you!
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*KilljoyAtHeart May 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I miss you too, love :heart:
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~KnifeInToaster May 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
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~NicoletteMahar4032 May 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Miss you!
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